February 2012
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So, he says one year. Pre-op tests are being scheduled for September, and he’s cracking down on my gp so he pays more attention to me. Oh boy…
BC Gov’t, please please please give him the funding for the 500+ surgeries he’s hoping for this year so I can stop being told I’m a perfect candidate and move on with my life.
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Surgery.
I’m so tired of waiting. I always get like this a few days before my next appointment with the surgeon. I’ve been seeing him for 1yr and almost 5 months. Before that, I knew I’d end up doing this sooner or later and it took me about 6 yrs to finally try again.
I think I’m just frustrated with my body…again. Every time I do something good for me, something goes...
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Sometimes I do really stupid things. Or so my friends think. I tend to take big risks and make flash decisions based on my instincts. I guess that means I’ll disappear for a few days and come back with a great story, at the very least, and they’ll have no idea where/why I’ve gone ahead with any of it or who I’m with until I answer my phone or return a call from somewhere...
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January 2012
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I absolutely —love— reading through the tracked tags for FA on my dash. In addition to all the great pics and posts, there are so many incredible stories about how and when people realized what they love and grew to face it despite all kinds of bad experiences and negativity. After the week I’ve had, this really made my heart smile =))
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Finally putting this out there.
I’m annoyed right now and don’t like it. Here’s what’s on my mind…
I have nothing against other big, beautiful, voluptuous women. In fact, I love them. If you have the confidence to show it off, shake it, make .gif’s of your jiggly bits and bare all to the cyberworld, good for you. I’m all for self-acceptance, appreciation, and spreading the love. It...
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The Tangential: What You’re Saying By Contacting... →
thetangential:
Facebook wall post: I don’t really have anything to say to you, but I desperately want everyone to see me having something to say to you.
Facebook message: I want to connect with you personally, but I don’t have your number or anything, so I’m hoping you see this on your phone, ideally when drunk and susceptible to indiscretion.
Tweet: I thought of a snappy wisecrack to direct...
cuntycuntycunty: Okay. But what’s so bad about being fetishized? People fetishize almost everything regardless of if we should or not. Because someone is attracted by your weight, it doesn’t mean that’s the only part of you they like.
Me: My problem with being reduced to a fetish is that it is the sexual objectification of me without my consent and that it reduces me to the role of a powerless agent. When someone marks me down as a fetish it creates the notion that I'm only a sex object. A mindless fuck tube. My body doesn't solely exist to get someone off. If being fetishized is cool with you, then by all means, seek happiness. I'm not judging you.
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WEIGHT, Y U PLATEAU AGAIN?
xkaitt:
Mhmm…not helping me move ahead with my surgeon here :(
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Dan Savage giving shit to a closet FA -- around... →
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Hugs and stuff.
Me: I don’t think I get enough hugs
Awesome friend: neither do I
Me : Did you ever have to sing that song in elementary school — 4 hugs a day, that’s the minimum…4 hugs a day, noooottt the maximum!
Me : I actually realized that I hardly get 1 hug a day…
Me: And more hugs would make me happier
Me : lol
Awesome friend: I don’t think so, awe
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When you have to start compromising yourself or...